My friend just committed suicide

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Not related to the terrorist attacks in Britain, it just happened to also happen on saturday. everyone irl has already been very nice to me so i'm not really fishing for sympathetic comments or anything like that (although i appreciate it), i guess i just wanted to say something.

My friend was a really funny person while he was alive. He was one of two people irl who knew about my deviantart account. He loved hugs and wearing pink shorts in the summer, he was the sort of person who wrote jokes on the front of his class assignments, even though he was depressed. One time he stalked a famous youtuber to his apartment block in order to get his autograph. Also he had a huge crush on dean winchester from supernatural. He was only 23.

Last year he made a suicide attempt but then went on stronger antidepressants and seemed to be doing better. i didn't hear him talk about exit bags for a while. then in october we both graduated from uni and he stayed on to do a law conversion so we spoke to each other progressively less and less. when i got the news on monday i hadn;t spoken to him for more than a month. this is actually kinda hard to type lol it's taking me ages so i think i'm just gonna end here.

please look after your friends, esp. if they struggle with depression. it's not your fault if they disappear, but it still fucking sucks. 

also sorry towards my new watchers lol you kinda caught me at a bad time.
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Aselleus's avatar
This is really unfortunate (just now seeing this) 

Depression is not an easy thing, especially with life like it is. 

This kind of news always puts the temporariness of life into perspective.

If we exist on at all after death, I hope he is in peace now.